Saturday, March 23, 2013

First Sexual Experience

I was 18 at the time and i was in band, and i had always kind of noticed this girl in there, but i had never really thought about her until we started talking. We kinda broke the ice over myspace, sending a comment or two back and forth and we really liked each other. As the summer came, she had to go to del rio to visit her dad for the summer, which kinda bummed me out cuz i wanted to hang out w/ her a little, but anyway, we always talked online, like every night, until like 2 or 3 or even 4 in the morning sharing laughs and stupid stories and jokes and what not, she was a very interesting girl, and i forgot to mention i thought this girl was absolutly gorgeous, like none other...remember, im picky, and i think this girl is ABSOLUTLY BEAUTIFUL, remember that. so anwyay, she had just started dating this guy before she left for her dads, so it was an innocent relationship at first, just friends. About the end of june or so, i was talking to her one night, and she told me she liked me, my heart jumped when i saw that line on the screen, a girl that i really liked actually liked me back for once, a pretty one at that. I really liked this girl too, but she said she felt kind of guilty for liking me because she was dating someone, and she said she liked me more than her boyfriend, go figure :) . So one night we were talking and she told me she broke up with her boyfriend (thats another story, but i'll skip that) and a couple of days later, she asked if i wanted to come over and hang out w/ her and her friend, and of course i said i'd love to. So we all sat in her room, me and her friend on her bed watching tv talking about stupid random stuff, then her friend had to leave so after that it was just me and her. She sat next to me and we watched tv some more, making jokes about stuff that was happening on it and telling stories n stuff. We both had a really good time, i stayed over there for about 2 hours i guess. When i had to leave it was dark and we both walked outside and i gave her a hug, and we hugged for about 3 minutes, and about a minute into it she gives me a couple of kisses on the neck and i told her i think i might love her, then as i was walking away she ran up behind me and gave me another hug from behind and i gave her a kiss on the forehead....god i swear i was in love with this girl, she is so great. 

After that i told her we needed to hang out again and that i had a really good time and she said she did also and that she would love to hang out again. She said her mom would be gone from monday to wednesday, and she told me i could come hang out around midnight on monday if i wanted, and i did, of course. So when i got there i had to climb through her window and we watched the movie 'cars'. As i was sitting there i wanted to make a move on her but i was scared because i was inexperienced. After the movie was over she got up to do something, and so i just said 'screw it, i like this girl, and i dont think she will reject me if i do this' so i did it, and she leaned into, and omfg, it was a great feeling having a girl so beautiful that i loved in my arms. 

As we were watching tv, she starts to get a little more comfortable with me, wrapping her arms around my body and putting her head against my chest, and eventually she kisses me, and laid her head on my shoulder. She was breathing kind of hard, but i didnt blame her because i was too, i thought my heart was gonna explode, so anyway she started kissing me again and we started making out (keep in mind i had NEVER done this, but i guess i did good because she was really going at it, tounge every other 3rd or 4th kiss) after about 5 mintues, she straddles me while im sitting on her bed, my back against the coushin part of the bed (its a bed couch thing) and we started making out some more. She starts to put her hand under my shirt and kind of massage my sides a little, so i kinda put my hands on her back and pull her shirt up a little and put my hands on her bare waist and massaged her a little too. She started going farther and farther up, and me doing the same thing, so she eventually pulls my shirt off, and a couple minutes later hers comes off too. She had ver nice breasts, so i started kissing around them, and told her after a while to take her bra off and she did. Now keep in mind, she told me she has a fear about people seeing her naked and its dark in her room as well so i could barely make out anything, just enough to know what i was doing. Anyway, it was about 6 o clock in the morning and she told me i should go, but we eventually started making out again and by the time i had left it was 7 o' clock lol.

We started talking again online the next day and she told me she wanted to 'hang out' again at her house at midnight, and i was more than happy too lol. So the same thing happened the 2nd night, arms, kiss, straddle, shirts off. But this time we went a little further, and she told me to take my pants off...i was a bit shocked as u may guess, but she took her bra off and was now laying on her back with just some pj pants on. So i got back on the bed and put my arms under her back and started making out again. She eventually takes off her pants, so i start getting a little nervous, thinking she might wanna go all the way. So i start kissing her neck and started going down her chest to one of her tits. i start kissing around on it and i find her nipple and its somewhat hard, so i kinda swirl my tounge around on it while kinda massaging her other breast and slightly pinching her other nipple. I kiss my way down her body slowly and wow, her skin was unbelievebaly soft and sexy....but yea, i started kissing down and i put my hand on her crotch and just kinda rubbed my hand up and down on it a little while kissing my way down to her thighs. i started kissing the area around her leg and pussy, and then started to sorta lick her through her panties a little just trying to give her a little pleasre, but she didnt want to take her panties off, but that was fine w/ me, so we just made out the rest of the time and then i just kinda laid on top of her w/ my arms under her, my elbows holding the majority of my weight up so i wouldnt crush her lol. But that was the end of the second night

The third night was definately the best. Same routine again, and as i was kissing around her thighs, i kinda started rubbing my thumb, around on her panties a little kinda up and down in a circular motion. As i was kissing i felt a kinda squishy part w/ my thumb and my heart kinda jumped, as she was wearing panties w/ a slit in them and my thumb had reached the inside of them. I just kept going w/ my thumb and she was kinda liking it, and as i got a little deeper i could feel that she was wet, and told her that she was, and she just kinda giggled. Now my guess as to why she wore these underwear was that since i kinda ate her out a little through her panties from the previous night, she thought that i might do that again and might get a slip of the tounge on her pussy. She gave me the impression she wanted more, so i kinda rubbed her for a bit till she was a little wetter, then put my left index finger into her slowly. She didnt mind i guess, but i fingered her slowly for about 5 minutes then tried to use my right hand middle finger so i could reach a little more. I tried to do again through her panties, and she saw i was having trouble so she took her panties off. I rubbed her a little more and she was still wet, so i proceeded to finger her w/ my right middle finger slowly, kinda spinning my finger around inside of her a little. I started to kiss her on where her hair grew *she was shaven thank god lol* and then she sat up and i started to kiss me as i fingered her in the rhythem of the kiss. After a while i stopped and kissed her for a little while, and just kind of laid on top of her again for a while, and i asked her if she wanted me to finger her again, and she said no because it kinda hurt after a while. I was a little confused because i know i wasnt rough or anything, but all girls are different i guess.

Anyway, thats my story, sorry for the loooonnng ass build into the good stuff, but yea, i needed to tell someone. And yes I love this girl and she loves me, if i were to lose my virginity to anyone it would be her, shes so perfect in every way to me that it hurts. i wanted to post a picture of her on here, but i dont wanna do anything wrong so u guys tell me if its ok for me to post a picture of her on here and i will.
The worst part is, im away from her for about 2 years, but i still love her, and hopefully i'll be able to be with her again one day

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